to express or forever silenced?

Started my day with what seemed to be like any other days, slowly realize that it felt more like a Thursday in Seremban than anything else.

Did i regret every single word I said? I guess maybe a little... but, I felt if i held my silence instead, I would slowly die inside anyways

for one whole hour I sat before that completely composed email. Thinking of every possible outcome, and i finally thought to myself.... I dont expect anyone else in the world to understand, but you.... so,

I clicked "send".