May 28, 2009/16:48 PM (Duanwu Festival)

Today is a day where family member should gather around and have a dinner (more like reunion dinner during the Chinese New Year)... As usual, my family and all my uncle & auntie will gather in my grandma's house and have an enjoyable dinner & gathering... Somehow, I'm still in Malacca busy putting all the Web Design notes into my brain... This is my first time not joining my family for this gathering... I miss my family, never seen them for months... I miss my fellow cousins, long never hang out with them... I miss my house, with the comfortable bed and air-cond.... I miss my Grandma, long never taste the dishes that she made... I miss BakChang, can only eat once a year but I got no chance to taste it today... And I'm jealous of all my Malaccan friend and those who are celebrating with their family... Somehow, thanks to those who send me greetings through SMS today... I really appreciate it...

I was shocked to death and I just pop up from my sleep... With all the worries in my mind, I'm vigorously looking for the clock to know the time... My worries deepen when I saw that it was already 12.30... Silly me, it's 12.30 in the morning and not afternoon... I though I have miss my paper at 9.00 a.m... All these was so painful for it has happen last semester... Unable to wake up for my final examination and end up retaking that subsequent paper... Everything is okay right now for I did not miss the paper that I will have to sit in the morning... Somehow, this scary nightmare will haunt me forever till the end of my college life...

The clock strike 9.00PM sharp... Need to have my sleep... Not being sleeping well these few days... Exam tomorrow... Nitez folks...

Face it.

You are meant to be alone.

You have tried very hard, but got nowhere.

People you thought are, aren't anymore.

They have turned their backs on you, because to them you are not worthy of attention.

In their eyes you are worthy of use, but worthless as a friend.

There is a purpose for you to be alone. What it is I do not know.

For the time being you are to be alone.

The days to come may prove differently, but that I do not know.

Just know that you are not alone somehow.

Open the eyes of your heart and you shall see.

I really hate it all the time when someone don't know a truth but tend to conclude something totally out of the scale. It's not that they can't conclude. But sometimes, think before they make any conclusion. They have brains, use it. Worst cases after concluding. They tend to tell everyone the conclusion that is merely true.

So you, yeah you. Think before you conclude. You have a brain. Use it!!!

This is what we call art.

Sara Watson, an English art student, turned a car "invisible" with a lovely trompe l'oeil paintjob:


Sara Watson, who is studying drawing at the University of Central Lancashire (Uclan), took three weeks to transform the car's appearance.

She created the illusion in the car park outside her studio at Uclan's Hanover Building in Preston.

The car is now being used for advertising by the local recycling firm that donated the vehicle.

Sometimes, it is such a challenge to be amongst people, knowing that you will never be able to fit in properly. It is like using a rusted key to open its lock, and the key will break anytime.

People are unpredictable and you never know exactly whether they are sincere. Some label you as friend only when things suit their needs. Some you believe are your friends but their mouths are filled with filth about you when you are not around.

At times I find it hard to call someone a friend if I don't trust that person with my life.

Maybe I expect too much out of people, imperfect people like you and me. Maybe that is why I still cannot have what I need (or what I think I need).

Sometimes, isn't it good to be alone when you are facing these situations? People can be most encouraging and loving at one end, but totally destructive at the other.

I guess 'trust' isn't a perfection you should find in people. Trust those who have proven themselves trustworthy to you, but ultimately trust God is all situations because when people might fail you, God never fails.