2nd day of 'moo~moo' year ...

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone ... Phew, get lots of 'ang pau' in these two days ... Somehow, I really wonder what is the total amount when everything is unpacked ... lol ... Result is out ... Lucky me, still pass with 2.7 even without sitting for my final examination ... Somehow, I would not forgive the person who cause this incident ... The incident where I never go for my final ...

No idea on what to write ... Wishes everyone a healthy, good and peaceful life ... And to my fellow 'kipas-susah-mati'/die hard fans ... Please stop asking when I stop updating my blog for a period of time ... ^^

...takes a toll on me

i am in a dragon's belly

or on the surface of volcanic soil

wearing mithril armor, grasping the sword of kings

leading horsemen to the black gate

even at sea

taken hostage, captured by pirates

or riding an orca across the pacific

or in space, or subspace wearing a starfleet uniform

adjusting plasma manifolds or firing a photon torpedo

travelling in slip stream over huge distances

to walking on a demon class planet



i'm bored...

Receive a letter from a friend today ...

Yeah, I'm still in Malacca and the letter is sent directly to where I stay in Malacca ... The sender ?!? Ermm, I'm not sure if she want me to reveal her identity ... Just a girl that send me [AIN'T NO MOUNTAIN HIGH ENOUGH] via Msn when I'm down ... Haha, this is how part of the letter sound ...

We've barely kept in touch since we've last met. Yet again, I contributed in this matter as I was struggling for the CF. Kit Sing, I don't hope to see our friendship growing distant like every other people. So let's both try to keep in touch as much as we can despite our busy schedule

That's part of it ... Not gonna put in everything coz it's long and private ... So, you got my word lady ... That's how I call her when we are still in High School ... I've heard that you started your new semester recently ... Good luck to you then ... I will try my best to keep in touch with you ... We will meet again ... ^^

It was my own fault after all...

Found this in LYN ... It describe marketing ... That's what we learn in 2nd semester ... So, business students ... Enjoy ... lolx ...

You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say, "I'm fantastic in bed". That's Direct Marketing.

You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl. One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says, "He's fantastic in bed". That's Advertising.

You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and get her telephone number. The next day you call and say, "Hi, I'm fantastic in bed". That's Telemarketing.

You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten your tie, you walk up to her and pour her a drink. You open the door for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her a ride, and then say, "By the way, I'm fantastic in bed". That's Public Relations.

You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and says, "I hear you're fantastic in bed". That's Brand Recognition.

Yes, I have been screwing up each and every paper I have for this final examination. I don't know why but I just do. can't explain what i'm going through but I'm. Its hard to pick myself up from the ground and stand again after I went into the exam hall, thinking that I tried my best, but I haven't. I'm pretty useless, you can say. I don't blame anybody else coz I know I didn't do my best for it. I'm struggling in tears as the moment I step out of the hall, i wanted fall flat on the ground and yell for help.

what if i ... fail?
what if i ... drop?
what if i ... can't sustain it?
what if ...

there's too many what if's ...
too many to worry ...
until i don't know where i stand ...
i know i have to trust myself ...
but how? ...
i help others yet i don't know how to help myself ...

i feel horrible, terrible, crappy ...
...
..
.

i'm at point blank.

Recently a friend of mine ask me which laptop should he buy for budget of RM 3.5K with priority on gaming. I browse through a number of laptops and found out that Benq Joybook S42 offers the best specifications for it's price. But my friend tells me that he doesn't like the brand and prefer other more known brands such as Asus, Dell or HP Compaq.

Consider this, Benq Joybook S42 (RM 3499):

• Intel Core 2 Duo P8600 (2.4GHz)
• 2GB RAM
• 320 GB HDD
• Nvidia Geforce 9600 GT 256MB
• Windows Vista Home Premium
• 2.35kg

And Dell Studio 14 (RM 3599):

• Intel Core 2 Duo T8100 (2.1GHz)
• 2GB RAM
• 250GB HDD
• Intel GMA X3100
• Windows Vista Home Premium
• 2.4kg

Both have the same screen size (14.1 inches), Wifi, Bluetooth, DvD-Drive and 1 Year international warranty. I think most will buy the Dell because it's more well-known!

What do you guys think then? Having almost the same price but with better specs, will brand name affect the choice of your laptop?

I need sleep, BADLY ...

Somehow, I just couldn't get myself to sleep ... Has been lying on the bed for almost 20 minutes ... With my eyes close ... But all that is useless ... I have a feeling that something is bothering me ... I'm not at all comfortable, even when the light is turned off ... I just feel stuffy ... Butterflies flying in my stomach ... And I can really feel that I'm breathless ... I suffocate ...

Yeah, lame ...

I was reading through all the previous post that I has upload on Blogger and also Xanga ... It's actually kinda funny when I read back what I have wrote in these blogs, with all the feedback from other ... I did laugh ... Laughing at my own self ... On my stupidity in handling all the problems that has previously happen ... Somehow, by flashing back ... Everything that has been so sad actually becomes a joke for me ... I don't really know why ... I just found it funny ...

Somehow, all those was the past ... It might be sweet and bitter memories to be reminisce ... Look at the present and also the future ... Way challenging path is waiting ahead ... I can only prepare myself to handle it ... The path must be taken ... It just depends on how we really take it ... As for me ... I want a better me this year ... And, I will be a tougher me ...

Yup, final examination is heading his way ...

So damn fast ... 2nd semester is going to pull of his curtain ... And CNY is already heading his way ... Can't wait to sit for the FINAL ... Hope can score well this time ... Wanna break my GPA for last semester ... Buck up, Kit Sing ... You can do it ...

3rd semester is already open for registration ... Somehow, have no idea on what course to register ... Should I pull everything together to make space for my coming semester ... But, can I handle the messy timetable if I were to pull everything together ... Haha ... No idea ... Just see what I can do ...