~REMOVED~

KNS!!! Another paper tonight... Somehow, I have no faith in myself to sit for this paper... There's a kind of unease feeling within me since I reach Melaka yesterday... What has happened?!? I don't know... I have no mood in reading up for the exam... Someone, inspire me...

As mentioned in my previous post, I'm leaving home today... YAY !!! Haha, will be leaving to Central in another hour plus and I can't wait... Might not be able to online when I'm in Seremban coz Dad did not plan to affix telephone line in the new house... I'm forced to get a telco broadband very soon... lol XD... Will try my best to update upon reaching Seremban... Till then, tata...

Finally done with Multimedia assignment (poster) and the output is great (at least for me who is not artistic)... Thanks to Adha and Wey Seng for their willingness to stay till this late just to finish up the work before we head back to our hometown tomorrow morning... Your commitment is highly appreciated... It took us more than 5 hours to get done of the job and I can say that CS3 is not fun to play with... Anyway, here's what we have done... Do comment...

The colour look weird on this post...
The actual one doesn't look like this... XD

Finally done with the 1st assignment from Human Resource Management.

This one is hard. Not like what I have always done and it's only a case study. The 2nd one will be tougher. Thanks to Mdm. Sharmila for setting those questions.

In this post, I would like to thanks Wey Seng, Adha, and Sam for helping in completing this assignment. Lot's of brain power is needed I know. I don't know what would happen if you guys were not here to help. The output was pretty awesome and I guess the marks will be high as well. Thanks to you guys once again.

alot of things to think about recently.
I dont even know where to begin.

the assignments are stressing me out.
I've been doing assignment back and forth two whole night.

its driving me up the wall actually.

cant stop thinking about the assignments due.
plus a entrepreneur presentation to come.

at the same time I'm waiting for an email (with hopes of good news of course).
and its been a month now and still no sign.

of course. my hopes are still stronger than ever...

I KNOW I'LL GET THE MAIL SOON. (optimism rocks sometimes)

the fact that the holidays is still weeks away.

and I cant believe a year flew past me just like that.
wow. college IS so much better than school. (not)

I just want to get over with this semester.

and get few weeks of holiday. (full stop)

I need some word of comfort.

So, random thought.

we find ourselves facing highs and lows everyday.

The highs are the most disappointing, because after every high there is always a low... and the lows are HARDER, because its never good... and its always that way.

the thing is, we'll never know how bad it can get... and its scary sometimes thinking about it.


imagine, you can already tell what is happening ahead. Drafted out in your mind, you can already tell how you'd react to what is going to happen.


and you know in your heart, its going to be a horrible point in your life.


and you're just going to crash straight to absolute bottom.


So how do you find the strength to continue anything....

This century's longest total solar eclipse can be observed as partial solar eclipse in Malaysia between 8.23 a.m. and 9.48 a.m. tomorrow (22 July).

However, it would be difficult to view the phenomenon with naked eyes as only 17.8 percent of the sun would be obscured by the moon, head of Angkasa space science research unit Mhd Fairos Asillam said.

The northern part of Peninsular Malaysia would be the best place to observe the eclipse, he said in a statement.

The total solar eclipse, which would last for six minutes and 39 seconds, would pass through Ryuku Islands in Japan and through the Pacific Ocean, he said.

Mhd Fairos the moon's umbral shadow would begin covering India and then Nepal, Bangladesh, Bhutan, Myanmar and China.

Mhd Fairos said Angkasa, the national space agency, would sent three officers to carry our research and take data as well as images of the eclipse in Jinshan, Shanghai, China.

Several groups would also carry out expeditions in China, among them from the University of Malaya, Universiti Sains Malaysia, Malaysian Islamic Development Department, Malaysian Syarie Astronomy Association, Stargazer Scientific and Falak Online, he said.

Malaysians would be able view the live webcasts of the eclipse through the websites:

• www.exploratorium.edu/eclipse/2009/index.html
• www.saros.org/index.html
• www.live-eclipse.org
  
• www.eclipse-tv.com

After few talk with HIM, HER, HER, HIM and SO and SO... I notice that there is lot's of stuff happening back in Seremban... Stuff like HE punch HIM... Ended up not talking to each other... Stuff like HE got problem with HER... Stuff like THEY having problem with THEIR business... SO and SO and SO... Gosh... I'm only away for a month or two... And so many stuff has happened... I guess I seriously need to make a trip back to Seremban to see it for myself... I want to know how my new room looks... How everything changed...

I WANNA GO BACK TO SEREMBAN...

p/s My family has officially moved to our new house in Ampangan...

I don't really like it but who am I to judge right?

So I'm here... Rotting in my room...

Spotted a 'Can I' entries in Shirley blog just now... Since there is so many questions... Here, let me give the answer...

Q: Can i finish my assignment by time?
A: You can, as long as you don't stress yourselff too much... Think positive la wei...

Q: Can i present well during the assesment?

A: This is not your first time presenting... I don't think there is any reason for you not to present well...

Q: Can i not to run to the toilet when i panic?

A: I don't know how to answer this... But it will not happen if you are not panic...

Q: Can i won't kena shoot by lecturer during assesment?

A: Yes, you can... As long as you don't panic...

Q: Can i won't get low marks for my assignment?

A: This depends on your lecturer... Somehow, as long as you have put in 100% effort, at least there is no sorry for yourself...

Q: Can i go clubbing after assesment?

A: For sure you can... As long as you don't go alone...

Q: Can i go for karaoke after assesment?

A: Yes you can...

Q: Can i go for movie after assesment?

A: Obviously yes...

Q: Can i play the facebook and msn the whole day after assesment?

A: Why not?!? As long as you have the stamina to sit in front the laptop the whole day...

Q: Can i sleep the whole day without any noise after assesmnt?

A: You can sleep the whole day but not sure bout the noise...

Q: Can i pass for this semester and go throught the next semester?

A: I don't think there is a reason for you to fail...

Q: Can i???

A: Yes, you can... Have faith in yourself...

Over, and around, beneath me, all things move in orbit. The dreamer hides behind his sleep, and wakes only to shake his limbs and feel them push and pull against the weight of gravity. I lie down over and over again, awake, sleeping, in dredges of monotonous stupor just to flail against the monstrous bulk of time and space, hoping that one day my actions will free myself from my ominous self-premonitions.

Escape. A many repeated chapter of my life, untold stories of world between stages of awakeness. A forever, between a fleeting life. Maybe my stories are my immortality, my godhood amongst mortal men.

I live in them, dream of them, dine with them.

Decisions are always hard to make... I'm currently facing one... I really don't know how to decide... Perhaps, just ignore what is happening and pretend that I don't know about it? That might be too cruel for others... I guess I have to make a decision no matter what... Wish me luck...

It's Sunday once again... The weather, seems normal... Really hate Sunday tho... Why?!? Sunday reminds me that I have to attend classes tomorrow... Sunday reminds me that I have to sleep early today... Sunday also reminds me that I cannot go back to my hometown... How I hope that today is just Friday... I've long never went home... How's everyone there?!? I don't know... I miss all of them... My mum, dad, not so much of my sis and bro... I miss the bed that I used to sleep... Miss the food that my mum always cook... I wanna go home... To a place where I belong...

Miss Seremban lotz lotz
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My heart is beating, I am still breathing, but why am I so uninspired? I feel like the sun falling off the edge of the world.

ACS Talentime postponed...

IT FAIR is finally over... Phew... I can have good rest at last... The event was kinda like a success... Hard work all these while is worth it ^^

Being informed by Maine in the afternoon that ACS Talentime is on this Thursday and she wanted me to duet with her on that day... LMAO... How can I sing... My sound sucks like hell... I can only try... Whatever happens, I just don't wanna embarrase Maine on that day... Wish me luck on my practice... ^^

*@^&##%@&#&%* !!!

It's now 3.15 am... Not sleeping... My insomnia is getting worst since moving in to this house... Perhaps the house is not the X Factor for my insomnia to worsen... Too many things to think I guess... "IT FAIR" is heading it's way this Friday... It's like lots more to do and I need to catch up with my lesson as well... Can't predict what's happening next... Can just say that this semester is not an easy going semester... Wish me luck guys...